Someday

Who goes there?
Dark and deeply rooted
Spreading widely
I can feel your presence
Invasive
I am left without a proper defense
I try to rid myself of it
But it is futile
The storm inside me
It is coming

I calm myself
Now I can see
Look at the destruction
Disaster surrounds me
I loathe my scars
The ones buried so deep
I beg you, please do not get the best of me
I do not know how they got started
But I wish for us to be parted
Someday I will find a way
I will be free from you
Some day

But for now, I will drown
Feel uncomfortable in my own skin
Ask myself who I am
Neglect to be my own best friend
I tell myself things I do not want to hear
Let the paranoia whisper in my ear
I hold on until my hands bleed
I get lost in the madness
Goodbye serenity

How do I find my footing?
My desired stability
Take a good look in the mirror
Accept full responsibility
Account for my mistakes
Make myself a priority
Learning to love myself
And have faith in all that is meant to be

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